Precise Comes Out!

It was the summer of 1988. I was returning from a Muscular Dystrophy camp in Lake Villa Illinois. I was a counselor. It was so much fun. I learned a lot about myself. When camp was over all of the counselors would go to a bar called Fog Cutters. I had my first kamikaze there and tasted southern comfort for the first time. Everybody was so happy and drunk.

I caught a ride home with Julie because she lived in Beverly and it was close to where I lived. On our way home we talked about our lives and our dreams. I could feel our connection growing. Finally we get back to Chicago, and I ask her to take 103^rd st because it would be quicker.

As we drive down 103^rd st going east through Beverly I could feel the mood change. Julie was looking nervous and fidgety. She started sweating her eyes kept moving from side to side as if she was expecting something to happen. She was riding her brakes like crazy. Then I realized what was going on. She was scared. She had never been to my neighborhood. It was at that moment that I realized I was black.

Today I want to come out to the world as a Black Man. I know im going to loose a lot of friends, acquaintances, fb friend and twitter followers, but I had to do this for my sanity.

IM A BLACK MAN! I don’t care who knows.

-Precise

DON'T GIVE UP!!!

I will be 39 on January 7th. WOW! I feel extremely fortunate to be alive and living life. I have been truly blessed and I thank God for life.

Today has been kinda hard. I feel lonely and unaccomplished. I need to shake this feeling. I'm currently going through a divorce and I find myself in a positon of starting over at the age of 38.

I find myself missing the family unit I was a part of. I tell myself I could have been such a better father and husband. Why did I act the way that I did. I miss seeing my kids everyday. I miss having a wife.

I've been following this dream of being a legitamite hip hop artist for a while now and I can feel the prize right in front of me, but sometimes I feel like my family was sacrificed because of it. I feel like I'm getting to old for this. If I listened to outsiders I would have given up a long time ago

What allows me to stay positive is knowing that God has a plan for me and I have the victory already. Sometimes....sometimes...man.....it gets so hard. So I stay in the word. I keep the affirmations coming, because I am a creator linked directly to the source GOD.

The word is power. This is the reason I am writing this. I was speaking with a friend who posted some extremely personal information about herself online. I mentioned how she was very brave to do that, and how I would be hesitant to open up like that. She said she did it because many people may have experienced what she had and it would help others.

So I am here to say to ALL OF YOU if you feel discouraged, sad, defeated, depresssed that it is only temporary. DON'T GIVE UP!!! DON'T GIVE UP!!! DON'T GIVE UP!!!

Stay Focused, Positive and Productive

Precise

Habakkuk 2:3 (New International Version)


3 For the revelation awaits an appointed time;
   it speaks of the end
   and will not prove false.
Though it linger, wait for it;
   it[a] will certainly come
   and will not delay

The release is near.....

So many people have been asking me about the album and when it is dropping. The anwer is soon....lol...very soon....

Here is the lead single "It's On Me" off the title of my album with the same name .....click HERE

A New Start...Amazing Change

It seems like there are no combination of words that can truly describe the magnitude of what just happened with respect to the inauguration of our 44th President Of The United States Barack Obama.In short all I can truly say is that this moment in time is AMAZING!!!

I had the opportunity to be in D.C. for the inauguration and the vibe was electric. I voted for President Obama and I was even at Grant Park for that celebration, however it never truly sunk in until I made it into D.C. Fresh off a twelve hour road trip we head to the capitol. Barackomania was in full force. His picture was everywhere, welcome banners posted all over the city or district..whatever D.C. is,welcoming President Obama and his family to the White House. Vendors are selling everything from Barakonaculars to Obama Pajamas...(Ojamas)...I am not lying about that...lol.

The urban radio station changed its name to Obama radio. Anybody who claims to have any type of fame was there for this moment.

I am so grateful and fortunate to be alive during this time in the history of the world. The moment President Obama was sworn in I was overcome with emotion and the reality of what was happening.

At the risk of sounding cliche I know for sure that anything is possible. This moment in time in my opinion is so much larger than America electing our first black president. This moment speaks to resilience, focus and trust in God.

I know President Obama is the new leader of the United States of America, however God runs this and it is more clear than ever before.

Stay Focused, Positive and Productive

Precise

I AM JOY

I've been trying to fight this feeling for the past two days. Its been difficult. On the heels of the most historic election in history, I find myself feeling despair and uneasiness. I understand that no one can feel positive all the time but I need to shake this feeling as soon as possible. There is so much going on that I don't want and because I realize my true power it frustrates me because I know I attracted it to myself.

So right now as I type this I am searching for the proper state of mind. I am hoping that sharing this with you will help alliviate these feelings I am having and place me into alignment with my good. I want my good to come to me now.

It seems to be working because I can feel some of that pressure being lifted from my inner being. I know who I am. I know that I am capable of anything I put my mind to. These feelings of uneasiness and despair should serve as signals to me. I notice it. I have to change it or rather I have to let go. That seems to be the hardest part. Letting go.

Well let me oficially do it now. I let go of all my problems and negativity and become available for all the good that is my birthright. I pray God continutes to bless me and provide me with the tools that will grant me my desires and allow me to tap into and feel my joy.

Life is Great...Life is a Blessing and I have access to all the happiness in the universe...and so do you.

I feel a little better now...I know this was a weird blog but I felt this was a good tool to release any negative energy I am carrying. Thank you for taking the time to read it.

Stay Focused, Positive and Productive.

Precise

Don't Fight The Feeling

On this spiritual journey I have discovered many things about myself that force me to take notice of my state of mind. When taking full assessment of myself and understanding what it means to have an ego and how that can take a hold of me, I begin to understand why I take so many things personally. The truth of the matter is I don't have to take anything personally. My ego provides me with a false sense of self. It hungers for a position of separation and provides my mind with the idea of the reality that it desires.

There are many of those among us who make great strides and accomplish great things. This fact must not loose sight of the reality that anything accomplished by any person is not isolated from our experience and the reality that we create. We see things as we want to see them. Our lives come from the most preeminent thoughts that we carry and the results are born from that.

Now is the time to diminish or rather eradicate our egos. The ego in its own selfishness keeps us from experiencing our oneness with the universe, with God.

I'm working on this and what I have found is that it starts with forgiveness. No matter what type of wrong that someone has done to you (you actually attract it to you), you have to forgive in order to truly be free. In that forgiveness you release resentment and hurt and find the place where you can access the feelings of happiness and joy that are embedded in your core.

Feelings of happiness and joy mixed with faith will always fulfill your desires and affect the universe in a positive manner. It starts with you and how you feel. How do you feel?